Money Making Schemes

Can someone help me get over my disillusionment with men?

First of all, I know there are lots of bad women out there too. Please don’t waste answers telling me this.

What really concerns me, when I look at my friends and neighbours and community is how so many single women are carrying the burden of taking care of families mostly alone. This is not just low income areas, this is the middle income and wealthy too.

Where are the men? Where is their pride? They leave wives and children to pursue sex and immoral childish lifestyles.

I interview staff for jobs, and my goodness the women come in so much better than the men on the whole. There are more women finishing university then men. And the women work hard. The boys goof off and pretend to work. Don’t tell me this isn’t true, because I see it many companies.

Women are cleaning the house, making the meals, doing 90% of the housework, plus working full time, plus taking care of the kids.

And the men send their crap $200 or $300 a month, that frankly adds up to nothing in the grand scheme of running a household, and go out drinking and screwing everything they can get their hands on,

Im so disgusted. Almost every stinking pay cheque I do in a run of like 100 people, the guys all have money directing to other side families and illegitimate kids. Never the women – just men!

Im so disgusted, I cant hardly look at any man with any trust or respect initially.
It is hard for me to open up, because I think everything that comes out of a mans mouth is garbage to get into my pants.

HELP PLEASE! Is there gentlemen out there that care about their wives and kids???
Or is the family man so corrupt, I should just accept this is the level men have sunk to.

I need help with rapping?

..Well, you see I want to become a famous musician, not for the money or anything like that just because I like to challenge myself writing lyrics and giving a voice to people who can’t speak to the world or a large group(started into music since 12 but I’m 17 now). Well Anyways, I want to become a rapper. My role-model’s are God and Eminem haha…Well to make a long story short, is there a way to rap like eminem in anyway, I know practice but what else you think? How can you find your rap voice too?

Also, I rap but can’t freestyle…I want to freestyle but this stuttering disorder is getting to me, putting me down. But its weird, its like when I sing/rap my stuttering doesn’t happen at all. So when kids ask me to freestyle I say no, either though its in my notebook but I’m just scared to do it Idk, but my question is

How can you find your rap voice? And How to make a flow kinda like Em’s(example please if you want/rhyme schemes ) And any advice on freestyling that you know. Thank you!

HELP! Am I over reacting?

I have Mother in Law issues with my husband. I have summarized all she has done, please let me know if I am over reacting. I know it is long but please read it will make sense in the end.

1. She never took time off to spend with me and our 1st son when we came down to fl on our own when he was 6 months old, my spouse had no vacation time and could not join.
2. Always gave me dirty looks when my spouse is not around, Proof our 1st son took a picture of me and you can see her dirty look at me in the picture. This was mine and our 1st son’s second trip to see her alone.
3. She did not come to see our 2nd son when he was born, even after I asked her to
4. She did not send our 2nd son a present for his first Christmas.
5. She did not send our 2nd son a 1st B- day present.
6. She did not send anything or call our 2nd son for his 3rd birthday.
7. I thought I would give her another chance to be a good grandmother so, we flew her up to watch the boys when we went to Vegas. She did not take the time (2 days) we gave her to spend with the boys, she wanted her sister and they schemed a plan to go on a road trip to visit their sister in another state and did not tell us anything until they got to our house.
8. During this babysitting visit, she did not watch our 2nd son and he got hurt so bad it took almost a year for the goose egg to completely disappear form his forehead.
9. She lives in another state and when we visit her she always sides with her other grandson over our 2nd son, no matter what.
10. I used to confide with a few issues I was having with my husband, hoping she would be a parent and express the importance of taking care of his family and stuff. She ended up telling me “you can divorce __my spouses name__ and I will still be o.k. with you.” That was the last time I confided in her or even talked to her really. That was approximately 4 years ago. We have been married for 15 years.
11. Her other grandson lured our two sons into my MIL’s bedroom to look at her and her husbands rifles. She caught them and told our kids not to tell us.
12. When we were at the Nick hotel, she went and bought her grandson a pop and popsicle and did not get anything for our kids.
13. I invited her to stay with us for 1 night at the Nick hotel and she invited her grandson and then left him with us and did not stay even though she would have had her own room.
14. When my husband told her I was pregnant with our 3rd child her first words were “oh __my husbands name__ , are you o.k. with that?”
15. I wanted to have a girl and did not want to feel jinxed so I told my husband to tell her not to tell me we were having a girl, and as soon as she spoke to me, she said what he told her not to say to me.
16. Even after she said that, I kept on trying and asked her to come when the baby comes. She has 4 wks vacation and she said she had no money. She had 8 months to save for the trip.
17. She had money for a tummy tuck, and a boob lift, and a bunch of other non-important things, but no money to visit her grandkids…… or send them a gift….
18. She did not send our 3rd son a present for his first Christmas.
19. She did not send our 3rd son a 1st B- day present.
20. When she did visit in April 2009 she planed her trip around her grandson’s spring break (not our kids spring break when we were all available to visit with her), she visited us for 1 day, and the first thing she cared about doing was driving our sports car. Her and her husband were both rude and disrespectful to me when I tried to get a picture of them for my husband. I took the day off of work and took the kids out of school so that we can spend with them. My husband could not take the day off of work.

The following is what caused me to be here writing this today.

21. July 2009, my MIL and her daughter turned their backs to my face again (they have been doing this for 15 years). My husband’s aunt started with me, I told her to mind her own business (I wasn’t even talking to her, I was talking to my sister-in-law’s boyfriend) then she got so mad she left crying. My MIL went out side and complained to my husband about me, my husband got mad at me for not letting the boys sleep over his sister’s house, and he blamed me for everything. He told me he was not taking my shit anymore and told me to get my shit we were leaving back home. Now we just arrived in FL for our 2 ½ weeks vacation and was only planning on spending 4 days with his family and meet up with my family for 2 weeks of fun. Just so you know, I was going to let the boys sleep over, I was saying no because the boys were fighting in the hotel, but I was going to let them go. He does not believe me.

22. Approximately 5 years ago, my MIL said there are 7 signs of a cereal killer and her grandson (my sister-in-laws son) exhibits’ 3 of those signs, but he is on meds so there is nothing to worry about. Well when my SIL and her boyfriend had th
her boyfriend had their daughter last year, she told me she was afraid that her son, who was 8 at the time, would hurt her new baby, but he is actually very protective of her. I am happy for that, and because of that I was going to still let my boys sleep over my SIL’s house.

23. That night my husband called his mother and she said to tell me:
a. I was no longer welcome in her house,
b. our marriage was not supposed to last this long,
c. our 2nd and 3rd sons were never supposed to be born
d. The whole family feels this way,
e. No one in the family likes your wife
My husband said these words to me in the hotel room in front of our children. He did not say he was hurt, he did not tell me how he felt, he just kept quiet.
I cant get past this. Am I over reacting?

How can I fight this defamation of character?

I was a victim of abuse during my youth by various ones,not begun by my parents. I have good reason to believe my Mom & Dad were blackmailed. I did not do this to them,nor did I run & tell lies on them. We had three meals a day, I could go to school & church. I did not want to mess things up. I went to school willingly, no one made me go. I loved church. It did not get bad until my sis started dating. Wanted me to quit school when someone else entered. Age 14.NO. I simply wanted a BF to write to. I had no $ to give them at church as others. All important. DIt tell my parents what was going on r/t fear, & thinking my parents had health problems. They did.think they played devils advocate so people would feel sorry for me. They did not, they liked it. I feared what they would do to the ones doing this. I lived in fear. I was attacked x 4 by adult men, as an adult. They plotted revenge.
I became a victim of the defense of a “professional” in high school, a joke.
I did not ever say a word about suing him. I said to my brother in private, I was going to get a lawyer like Perry Mason to prosecute the ones who were being so mean to me: hitting me until it was necessary to place my arm in a sling due to pain: accusing me of being a thief or giving me things and saying I stole them, or telling me they were mine: reducing my grades; not giving me enough homework or school work: saying I caused someone to miss school, big lie: not allowing me to have clothing, (someone was given charge over me, someone who lied on me& my parents for attention, to protect others.) When I went into hs, they dragged this up, kept it up all the way through.I did not have sex of any sort., with anyone. Many insults, stalking. Defamation. Lies on my parents. I did not begin the inappropriate behavior in elem. . I ended my part of it, I did not injure anyone. It was not funny. No one helped me with work in elementary.
I went through a yr of pure hell, nightmares, wetting the bed. I was made to wear clothes I urinated in for a wk by sib.in charge of me.. When someone did something to me which humiliated me greatly, I did not like it, I retaliated I was the bad guy. THEY took up for everyone else, POPULARITY contest.. They lied a lot. Revenge was plotted. They defended the one whom they assumed I threatened with lawsuits, then they plotted to get money. I am not so sure the man was a doctor.
The revenge was to make fun of me, hold me back, deny me, humiliate me, but most of all they would not talk to me & excluded me.Grades cut. Held back. I was taken home with people, not given food or water at times. One of the most painful thing they did to me was to make little children afraid of me, or to put them up to doing things, to make me look like a pervert. I never so much as had a bad thought toward children, or babies. I loved little children/ babies with all my heart & wanted a houseful. Past tense. I
also wanted to go to college. I WAS intelligent.
I would be scared to death to take care of anyone’s besides my KIDS,due to fear that someone would molest, abuse or give them an STD to get at me.
I gave no one an STD I had nothing: their scheming & conniving WAS to say I did. They lied to my parents, church,kin. I MOVED into all the lies here.
I either have sickle cell, or was poisoned as a kid,, or had syphilis or had sickle cell episodes again. I have something wrong with me now. I confess, I live in fear. I was attacked 4 x by adult strangers. Injured x 2.. I did NOT have sex with anyone in the family. When my little brother was born, they said he was turned almost black, he could have died. He was deformed,(forget it mister) I saw him being bathed, he had a projection like an extra finger from his naval or just below, gross. I loved him anyway. Once I was trying to help him put his shirt into his pants AT HOME, I was about seven/ eight, saw this thing, I pecked it like Mom did fingers, that was that. I was embarrassed enough, it was not likely to EVER happen again. I am hetero, not bi.
I never kissed anyone b4 & not for a long time after.. It was kept in perspective by Mom & Dad, but not others. .IT was the excuse needed for someone(s) who did not like me already. At least a yr later, at school, boy did not start it, something went on, chance to get even. I did not start this. I ended it my part, called a pervert. Poor parents & I scapegoated.
This followed me through school, wanted number two, Dad did not say this. He threatened us.My Mom & Dad could not joke, neither could I.IN hs, grown teachers harassed me over this.They had no right, their duty was to stop the harassment. THEY used this to put favorites ahead, keep me down. I tried to address this. NO.Did not know what I was accused of. Much hatred /greed over wanting $ by them. The homicidal hatred , revenge, get $, is here. life long vendettas being fulfilled, waiting for my body $.
This altered my sentence up there. I did not talk to my parents. They were not against me, but were in a very precarious position and there were some bad feelings over this. The parents in the neighborhood were not hostile toward me. We went to church together, the children and I.
I never held a grudge. I did not keep this going. Every time I went to do anything, this came up, and the humiliation. I am not highly sexually oriented, never was, not before, during or after. What a joke.
This was exploited to no end. I am out of all , no competiton, never was. I loathe, hate, despise mental health and all in it, and lawyers. Never had the rights of stray dog, but for appearances. Paid less, worst housing. Sit there in that low place.
This altered my sentence up there. I did not talk to my parents. They were not against me, but were in a very precarious position and there were some bad feelings over this. The parents in the neighborhood were not hostile toward me. We went to church together, the children and I.
I never held a grudge. I did not keep this going. Every time I went to do anything, this came up, and the humiliation. I am not highly sexually oriented, never was, not before, during or after. What a joke.
This was exploited to no end. I am out of all , no competiton, never was. I loathe, hate, despise mental health and all in it, and lawyers. Never had the rights of stray dog, but for appearances. Paid less, worst housing. Sit there in that low place.
I moved into the presence of someone who wants to humiliate me by pretending they think I do not know right from wrong, need to be sat on.I promise you, my moral standards and ethical principles are at least as high, or higher than theres, and not due to their being beaten into me. I also have Christian believes, they are not beliefs of oppression. It is as if the enemy is here, the kin, friends of the ones who wanted money, and they are having a field day beating me up, acting as if I am stupid, have no morals, need to be re-educated. They speak for themselves, and my parents did not raise everyone. It is the need to be superior to me. They are not. Might makes right. No one functions as well when they are being threatened, battered, and abused. I was followed here by ambulance chasers wanting money off me. I think I was allowed into health care so they could sue me. I am not in it. Years have been taken off my life here. I am not allowed to get out of my apartment due to people comi
when I type these, more often than not, a screen comes up that says “not available at the moment, then my spelling is altered. For instance, I used the correct theirs and theres, “higher than theirs.”
and “Christian beliefs.” This is not about DFS. I would not work for the State if my life depended on it, never wanted to do so. I was not fired as a steno. I was not fired from that place, escorted out, or asked to resign. If anyone said so, they are a liar. It did not happen. I see errors in punctuation,but I did not get to finish editing. Franky , I do not care. If you tried to teach me English or grammar, I would spit on you. Get a life.

You have being given 2 million pounds?

the first 1 million you get to keep the second you spend on charity

To spend on charity you have two choices
1. Cancer charity
Every two minutes someone is diagnosed with cancer. Our research saves lives.

We receive no government funding for our research, which is why we rely on your support.

For every pound we receive, excluding retail, 80p is available to spend on our work to beat cancer.

£20,000 is a salary for a year for a doctor to work to beat cancer you can buy 50 doctors

2.make a wish
helps terminally ill children have one last wish

£10 will buy lunch for a child who wishes for a special visit to London

£20 pays for a sparkly tiara to help fulfill a little girl’s wish to be a princess for the day

£50 buys the special uniform for a boy who wishes to be a soldier, policeman or fireman for the day

£100 provides a Eurostar ticket to help make a special wish trip to Paris happen

£150 pays for a mini tuxedo for a boy wishing to be James Bond

£200 will fund a magical therapeutic swim in the sea with dolphins for a child who wishes to go to Florida

£350 buys a VIP hospitality ticket for a child who wishes for a fantastic trip to Old Trafford to see Manchester United play

£1,000 will buy accommodation at Disneyland Resort Paris for a wish child’s whole family

So your money could send 1000 terminally ill children and their families to Disney land

3.oxfam
Ending poverty
You could buy 40000 goats for poverty stricken family’s this gives them farm help milk and kids to sell.

4.Unicif
£6 could provide enough special water kits to give 7 families access to safe drinking water.
That is 116666 families’ who have water

5.Amnesty
▪£5 a month pays for four faxes to be sent as part of an Urgent Action campaign to save someone in imminent danger of torture or facing death
▪£10 a month enables us to continually place pressure on relevant politicians and policy makers to establish concrete measures to stop violence against women
▪£25 a month means that an Amnesty arms expert can attend international government meetings calling for tougher arms control
▪£30 ensures that our researchers can continue their country missions to investigate reports of torture
£200 pays to run a crisis response mission for one day, including setting up communication channels, collecting research and distributing information throughout the world

6. paintings in hospitals
▪£1000+ enables us to purchase a new painting for the Main Loan Collection
▪£250 enables us to purchase a limited edition print for the Hospice Scheme
▪£100 covers the cleaning and reframing of an artwork
£25 provides security fixings and information labels for 10 pictures
£25 can pay to treat 9 children for life-threatening malaria
£50

You have to spend all the money on charity and nothing else if you don’t give to charity don’t answer. You can only give to one charity